Gloria experiences Cosmic Consciousness and direct experience of the Divine-Soul Union,  and the boundless grander and infinity of blissful Spirit and Love. Oneness of God.

AUTOMATIC LETTER 200

Sunday night

Hi again,

Wish I could put myself into a trance the way you put me. The psychic way you project fills me with such hope that I recognize myself zipping along on a high that only the most confident, trusting patient can feel. Guess the degree of our success will depend on some factors we can’t control like the silly dream I had tonight.

Tonight in my dream, I left my body and was up in the stars – light but it wasn’t light. Brighter than light, but no glare no heat from it. Out of it spelled LOVE, not the fake broken syllable but LOVE that IS! Like no love, I’ve ever imagined and LOVE IS ALL: THAT MATTERS! Words but they weren’t words or even ideas. Has this ever happened to you? I mean an oneness with life, with nature and a universe so beautiful, a love so powerful it made me want to beg it to stop, and it made me sad and want to cry. Why did it happen? Can you imagine a joy so much you can’t stand it, you almost beg to turn it off? It was like those times when Gloria thought she died.

I had another dream almost the same. I floated numb in glory. It wasn’t light, I knew, this immense heart-stopping brilliance bursting through what once had been me, it wasn’t light. The light it merely represents, if stands for something else brighter than light, it stands for LOVE! So intense that the idea of intense is a funny feather of thought next to how colossal a love engulfed me.

I AM! YOU ARE! IS ALL THAT MATTERS! Joy exploded in me and I tore apart, atom from atom, in the love of it, a matchstick fallen into the sun. Joy too intense to bear. Please no! The moment I pleaded. LOVE retreated but it told me that all the finest part of my nature will come forward and grow stronger as I make my way through what’s ahead for Gloria. When it’s over we’ll not only feel better, we’ll be a better person than before, happier, more whole. And when we show you what the three of us (Gloria Adam Me) can do together, other wounded persons will get to know all about a miracle too. How’s that for dreaming while partly awake!

Gloria’s Helper